easter binge

Ugh. I hate Easter.

Who the fuck invented chocolate easter eggs? Were they trying to give us all heart attacks?

I have 6, no joke. Plus loads of calorie-laden mini eggs. And I'm ashamed to say I binged and ate about 1000 calories today (including a meal I was forced into eating). Maybe even 1200. Thinking positively though, that may get me off my plateau. I did some exercises too - 300 crunches, 50 press-ups. Then I paced the house for ages. I walked from wall to wall and counted the laps I did. 100 per 2 laps, so 200 single laps.

Then I took a cold bath to boost my metabolism and some laxatives to... you know, do what laxatives do. Unfortunately, it was too late to purge the chocolate. :(

Here's tomorrow's meal plan:

Brekkie - half a sachet of porridge made with water - 50 kcals
Lunch - half a tub of low-fat cottage cheese - 150 kcals
Dinner - whatever my mother makes, but it will be purged - 300 kcals, max.

Intake for the day - 500 kcals.

Wish me luck ignoring those Easter eggs. <3

me: an intro to my fucked up life

I know I'm fat and I need to lose the weight. It makes me so depressed. Plus I'm a 4'11" midget, which makes me look even fatter than I already am. Just so you know what you're faced with and to get myself to face up to my awful reality... here's a pic. I'll be keeping a daily diary of my weight with progress pics, battling to get down to 70lbs. My ultimate goal. <3

...And don't worry. When I see photos of me, I die a little on the inside too.

At least my undies are cute. But you can go barf now, if you want. Seriously. And more of these pics will be coming, hopefully when I am thinner. A lot lot lot thinner. Practically worthy of Ana's time. 13lbs to lose! Let's hope 13 turns into a lucky number for me.

Love you lots - if you have an Ana blog, let's be friends. Leave your link and I'll link you in the sidebar. <3